i've heard a Chinese proverb saying like this,
" never write a letter while u r angry"
but now, i wanna blow everything out and let it be what it want to be.
holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it to that particular person;but in some cases you just cant do anything
~Gosh, dats really really painfull!
Today, enough is enough.
Im sick of backing her off, im sick of hipocrasy...
for the whole sem we hold this matter, until now..
i just cant take it anymore..
Maybe some might say, we have to respect her as our lecturer.
YES I DO AGREE.
but for certain circumstances, we have to think about ourselves.
think about our right to have everything in the right track.
we need guidance, we need advices,
and the most important thing, the content knowledge!
im the type of people who like to have MORE and MORE..
more in just everything i may get
when i do something, i want it to be PERFECT
but when "this" people strike my way,
my level of patience is dramatically dropping down to ZERO!
just like when Mount Katmai blew its stack to create a catastrophe in Alaska!
( argghh..exagerating again)
urggghh...emo..
have to go..wanna go out after solat asar..alone.
where?don't event know yet, s far s my car can reach..
after all, i do feel a little bit of regret for what had happened..
unintentionally, it just happened today..
the best friend of mine once said,
"the best remedy for a short temper is a long walk"
ooppss..suddenly,
this line cross my head,
"write letter to your enemies, but send them never"
mmm..but she's not my enemy kn?
'~~giggles~~'
