OOO my GOOOOODNESSS....I just CAN't believe it!!

What Nadia Farhana Means

• You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

• You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

• You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

• You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

• You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

• You have the classic "Type A" personality.

• You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.

• You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.

• People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

• You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

• You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

• You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

• You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.

• You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun

• Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.

• You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

• You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

• You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

• You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

• Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

• Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

it has drawn a huge grin on my face when i read this.....that is so me....thanx peeps!!huhu..

CRAVING FOR THE DINNER

Huhu..yesterday was my last day at SKTM II. It was somehow a wonderful experience, working under a dedicated leader, friendly teachers and enjoyable school environment and students too..thanx everyone! Hope to see u again.

Emm.ok, back to the subject..

Last nite, I supposed to attend the solat hajat for the UPSR which is around the corner. At first memang nk pegi, dah iron baju and everything, tibe-tibe macam segan plak(alasan)..huhu…pendek cerita,xjadi pegila..

So, before my mom went for the solat hajat she did ask me to prepare for our dinner. ok, I said..not a big deal. I juz can think about some simple dishes. Suddenly, my brother said, let me do the cook. I was like, “ooo my gooood”.. he said he want to cook “ayam paprik”. ok, let’s test ur power bro!(juz right time to experiment his friend’s claim-nasyriq’s paprik is the best-)

So, 4 of us busy preparing the ingredients. Aan and BG pun join skali.xleh blah tu..they cut the veges and onion..we forgot that Aqilah was just homed.huhu..Just 1 missing, Aih. He will be with us soon for the merdeka hols.

As he started to cook then he realized that he oyster sauce was gone. (my mom used it all to marinate the chicken that evening!=) hehe) ayyoo….masalah pulak…ape lagi, kene pegi beli la..

We finished cooking just in time as my dad came back from the mosque. With the AYAM PAPRIK + POTATO OMMELETTE(I did) we craved for our dinner! very delicious dowh! My dad pon puji..Sedap jugak mamat ni masak..keh3..but the thing is, I love the way we worked. Everyone helps each other in order to make the dinner perfect.(perhaps..hehe).

We are just one big happy family!!Hoorraaayyy!!!

TIME THAT TRY WOMAN SOUL

In the name of Allah, the most gracious,the most merciful...

Hello!! i'm back again!!

back from holiday I was busying myself for Mok Yah's wedding. Being an important person(she said) enough to force me to run here and there..photography thingy and also handling dat cute little Alisa for the flower girl. Alhamdulillah, the Akad nikah ceremony went smoothly.

About a year ago, I got a morning call from my sponsor " nadia, we have decided that u're not gonna further your study in the UK. We will send u to the local teaching institution," .Never in my life i had to face such a great failure. I guest that was the toughest time of my life. Only now, (after a year) i have the strength to talk about it. Yes! now im fully recovered even though i still miss the good old days in the college.

People said, U cannot compare 5years in residential school(as i come from boarding school) with the 2 years time in KYUEM. The college, the teachers, staff and not to forget, beloved friends. I LOVE MY FRIENDS SO MUCH!!! KYUEM mengajar saya menjadi manusia yang lebih realistic. I mixed around with people from different countries, races, levels & classes and also different mentality. In short, memang banyakla memories kat sane. The tears and joys of Bangsawan and everything...rindu sangat2..and yang paling penting, chalet L-54!!!korang memang bestla..i cannot compare thee to a summer's day. Thou art more lovely and more temperate(haha..ceh, poyo jek..)

every cloud has its silver lining. Semua yang berlaku ada hikmahnya. He knows the best. Mungkin sekarang kita tak nampak apa yang nk ditunjukkan pada kita, that's why we keep murmuring and doubting. Sometimes, what we want is not always what we need.

So now, i have to live my life to the fullest. I dont want to live in denial. Its better to berpijak di bumi yang nyata rather than berada di awangan, even though its hurt.

~when the going gets tough, the tough gets going~

HOLIDAY ESCAPISM

ho ho ho...holiday...huhu(this is not Santa anyway) emm..writing from here, under the "cocos" tree, near the pool juz steps from the beach, nice view with soft music being played, it just make me feel so good..

btw, thanx to aboh n mama 4 all this.dalam sibuk2 pn sempat jgk kte ber'holiday'..walopon x ke Pulau Karimon,x ke Sunway Lagoon, n x jugak ke Tambun at last, here we are...

its the best time to refresh my mind,my soul too..

hoorrayyy!!

REASONS TO SMILE

why people find it so hard to smile? u wont lose any cent if u smile to everyone! a wise man once said, u dont know who is gonna fall in love with ur smile....so, keep on smiling..
i found this on a website not long a go..have ur eyes on this peeps!

1. Smiling makes us attractive

We are drawn to people who smile. There is an attraction factor. We want to know a smiling person and figure out what is so good. Frowns, scowls and grimaces all push people away ,but a smile draws them in.

2.Smiling changes our mood

Next time you are feeling down, try putting on a smile. There's a good chance you mood will change for the better. Smiling can trick the body into helping you change your mood.

3. Smiling is Contagious

When someone is smiling they lighten up the room, change the moods of others, and make things happier. A smiling person brings happiness with them. Smile lots and you will draw people to you.

4. Smiling Relieves Stress

Stress can really show up in our faces. Smiling helps to prevent us from looking tired, worn down, and overwhelmed. When you are stressed, take time to put on a smile. The stress should be reduced and you'll be better able to take action.

5. Smiling Boosts Your Immune System

Smiling helps the immune system to work better. When you smile, immune function improves possibly because you are more relaxed. revent the flu and colds by smiling.

6. Smiling Lowers Your Blood Pressure

When you smile, there is a measurable reduction in your blood pressure. Give it a try if you have a blood pressure monitor at home.
Sit for a few minutes, take a reading. Then smile for a minute and take another reading while still smiling. Do you notice a difference?

7. Smiling Releases Endorphins, Natural Pain Killers and Serotonin

Studies have shown that smiling releases endorphins, natural pain killers, and serotonin. Together these three make us feel good. Smiling is a natural drug.

8. Smiling Lifts the Face and Makes You Look Younger

The muscles we use to smile lift the face, making a person appear younger. Don't go for a face lift, just try smiling your way through the day!you'll look younger and feel better.

9. Smiling Makes You Seem Successful

Smiling people appear more confident, are more likely to be promoted, and more likely to be approached. Put on a smile at meetings and appointments and people will react to you differently.

10. Smiling Helps You Stay Positive

Try this test: Smile. Now try to think of something negative without losing the smile. It's hard. When we smile our body is sending the rest of us a message that "Life is Good!" Stay away from depression, stress and worry by smiling.


From : Mark Stibich

EXHAUSATION OF REMEDIES

Nothing much happened since then..yesterday, i got a morning call, mami admitted.. so kena stay kat hospital sampai petang..., n then my bro n sis took their turns. I went home and dalam kelam kabut, i catched a Korean movie, My Little Bride. (hehe, kasi adrenaline level turun jap)

Alhamdulillah, Kak Eja's prob is in good progress. Hopefully, it will be settled out as soon as possible. Ameen. Sabar ye Kak Eja, Allah sentiasa bersama-sama orang yang benar.

So now, i juz started my assgment..(ni pn assgment jgk pe =)..kiki) take 5 jap...i'm a strong list-to-do believer..kat bawah tu everything that i have to complete it today. At least for the 1st stage..

1. chemistry
2. pedagogy of science
3. teaching aid for "suku kata"(ni keje bertangguh)

NAD'S THINGY
1.dark reaction(download animation)-En. Fauzi, dunwuri!saya xlupe..
2.update blog
3.upload photos @ picturetrail
4.beli present utk B-G
5.beli present utk S
6.beli colourful papers

haiiyyaa..byk jgk eyhh..ok NAD! chaiyyokk!

ABSENT MINDED

It happened that yesterday was a very hectic day dowh. I have been neglecting people: messages unreplied and calls unpicked. Feel sorry to Kak Eja. Anyway, “Kenduri kesyukuran” somehow has turned out to be “kenduri berkabung”. Huhu =( …sedih but I juz tried my best to pretend nothing had happened, I know I was trying to hide the truth…deep inside, nobody knows. At the very bottom of my heart, nobody can detect any defection, any cut. Camouflage. Yes, that’s the exact word for me. I smiled to everyone, laugh with them, served them the very best I can. Maybe they always right, they quote that I can face through any situation without fail. That’s so me.

All in all, ape yg jadi this week sure I’ll remember for the rest of my life. That’s for sure. Sedih, marah, lega, geram, sakit hati: all mixed up. To Kak Eja, I do feel sorry towards u and kids. I don’t know how to compensate all my faults. “MY FAULTS”. Can it be considered as “my faults”? ahh..tu semua xpenting lagi..sape yang nak tau tu sume bkn salah aku. I know dat I’d been taught to take all the blames even they’re not mine dowh. Tapi kan, it takes 2 to clap..ermm,wuteva. Really, after I got ur message I lost in my own world. The words were short and “nice” but the meaning was unmistakable. Kak Eja, if u read this, I mintak maaf sangat2…maaf sangat2..hope u’re doing fine with ur kids. Thanks God, He showed me the right path, before it’s too late to turn it back. Alhamdulillah. Syukur sangat2…

Thanx peeps for coming. Wa, Kak Yah, Ain, Nani, Jannah, Sofi, Boo, Kak Syu & frens and not too forget, my classmates too, thank you for all those jokes and laughter..u all draw a huge grin on my face.huhu..kesian Weng. At the very least, it can ease my grief and pain. Love u peeps!

I’m a big big girl

In da big big world

Its not a big big thing if u leave me

Chayyok Nad! (“,)

ADVENTURE....and lessons learned

Go easy on my conscience
'Cause it's not my faults
I know I've been taught
To take the blame

Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

I juz can’t help myself to keep thinking on this. Sometimes I do feel that I always pretending, keep lying to myself dat I am the most happiest person on earth. The awful truth had set me free. Free from tears and grief. But deep inside my heart, nobody knows.

It is a pleasure to thank to so many people who made my life more bountiful. My family, my soul mates, my camaraderie and those who support me all the way life.

S, thanx 4 spending a lot of time and money 4 me, lending me ur ears, listen to every single things happened to me lately..i owe u so much. U will always be there when I need someone to talk to. Never in my life, I’ve been honoured as such from a person called FRIEND. True friend indeed. Thanx lodza.

MC, I love u lots..miss u much..u’r my best friend, 4eva….tq cik…Yes, semua yang berlaku ade hikmahnya..Allah xkejam, Dia xtinggalkan aku sorang2 kat Malaysia, Dia tinggalkan my best friend too..thanx cik 4 being my soul mate.

Randy said, no matter how bad things are, u can always make things worse. At the same time, it is often within ur power to make them better. Yes, its absolutely true. Maybe this is a wake up call for me, for not being aware of DENIER or I must say a LIER instead. Wuteva it is, I do learn a lot from this lesson. By then, I am (always) the most eligible bachelorette. Hey peeps!teruk sangat ke title tue? Wut a silly question dowh..*sigh*

-every cloud has silver lining –ameen-

hello world~

Alhamdulillah..praise be upon Allah..at last, here i am with a new blog..yup...it has been so long before I wish I could contribute sumthing to the world(mayb, =)hehe)...

Hello peeps! please welcome me!
huhu..cant wait for the next post!=)